Just to let you know im still alive!

Been so so recently, in a bit of a slump at times, got screwed over at work, i had a week off and they decided to change my hours, nearly all 11-8 shifts which is rubbish, so i went for a new job in the store and got it, i did not really want to leave the department but felt my hand was forced, so im not excited by new job. A manager approached me and said i should go for a team leader position, i told her my history and said i thought i had the work ethic but not the inter-personal skills/confidence.

I start my therapy in a week, been waiting since last summer, in a strange way im nervous, ive made alot of progress but still have issues, so ive been worried as to whether i still need the therapy. Im definately going to mention my alcohol consumption, its way too much, its sad cos i leave work and then im bored, i have more fun at work than i do at home. Drink gives me a feeling that absolutely nothing else can do. I may buy an xbox 360 to ease the bordem, although ive not owned a console for 10 years.

Im still on the meds, dont really wanna come off them as i dont want to have a full relapse!

Still check your work sometimes, dont really comment but you all know who my faves are and i still peep your work!

Going to majorca in july!

Take care all

Nick