Wow

Well i shall make this quick as im off to work soon, totally shocked that Quakers revenge got this award, its an honor to get this award and especially as its an old style fractal, which i try and champion among the many new styles.

So once again thanks kindly to all who like my work and all who have inspired me, i wont name names as you know who you are

Yep

Some people may have noticed i uploaded some work recently, i have quit Ultra Fractal learning and am back with Apo, something has re-ignighted and im making art again, but im using similar styles as before, i deleted all the params i had and all my work from my hard drive so am learning all over again, im not gonna be so serious this time, last time i was obsessed and on a mission, im working full time so now i make art when i get chance, i got about 5 potential peices on the go. I usually save potential work in a bit stockpile and then use other time to tweak and color it!

Regards

Wick5ter

Hi all

Well i went to see my clinical psychiatrist/psychologist or whatever she is after months of waiting, she is going to refer me to someone about alcohol abuse possibly before the therapy as i was totally honest aboout my drinking. She will ask me to do things out of my comfort zone and does not want me to rely on drink to be able to do them!

Ive been browsing through my apo art and looking through the comments and it brought back good memories , it was nice reading all the lovely comments people had posted and its a shame i cannot make art now, im literally looking for fads to fill up my spare time, i feel like im ready to settle down, but i need a girlfriend first.

I start a new job on monday, i got screwed over my hours on the job i had so i moved to another department!

Its 11:35am and im drinking, its not a good sign but i will be getting help soon, i wish i could find something else to give me the buzz that drink does

Peace all!

Im considering getting back into art soon but it will not be fractals, it needs to be something else, i was wondering could you all offer some suggestions of other programs that are not of the fractal ilk that i could try!

Hopefully if i catch onto something i can post a bit more art!


Regards


Nick

Just to let you know im still alive!

Been so so recently, in a bit of a slump at times, got screwed over at work, i had a week off and they decided to change my hours, nearly all 11-8 shifts which is rubbish, so i went for a new job in the store and got it, i did not really want to leave the department but felt my hand was forced, so im not excited by new job. A manager approached me and said i should go for a team leader position, i told her my history and said i thought i had the work ethic but not the inter-personal skills/confidence.

I start my therapy in a week, been waiting since last summer, in a strange way im nervous, ive made alot of progress but still have issues, so ive been worried as to whether i still need the therapy. Im definately going to mention my alcohol consumption, its way too much, its sad cos i leave work and then im bored, i have more fun at work than i do at home. Drink gives me a feeling that absolutely nothing else can do. I may buy an xbox 360 to ease the bordem, although ive not owned a console for 10 years.

Im still on the meds, dont really wanna come off them as i dont want to have a full relapse!

Still check your work sometimes, dont really comment but you all know who my faves are and i still peep your work!

Going to majorca in july!

Take care all

Nick